02F30 TXT

"Should have known better"

Advice from newfound friend

Just be nice. Live in this instant. Forget it. You’ll be fine. There’s no hurry. Just hang in this great big dark void. Everything will be allright. No hope surely does not mean anything serious could happen to you. It’s just safer isn’t it ? Distance and time. Your safe space from all the drama. Oblivion is the only answer you could come up with in order to cope with the situation. No other way out. Only trouble is you will never ever forget. Brainwash is an illusion. Just like love. An ideal you will maybe touch just once in your life, trapped in a second. A second that may last for years. But Time won’t leave you alone. Maybe try to kill time ? Make it stop ? Keep your eyes on the road. Mind your own safety, and the safety of others. All the passengers. Be patient, kind, and understanding. Time will tell. Tell you what to think. Tell you what you really are, deep down. Do not try to escape. Keep your focus. Watch the road. Everyone will be fine. Try to get rid of these strange feelings. Work on your concentration. Meditation. Emptiness. Until you feel absolutely nothing. And you’ll be dead before you know it. Letting all these eternal seconds pass you by. Preventing your spine from feeling all these intense pains. You miss them don’t you ? You shouldn’t think about them. Get away and escape. There’s plenty of distance to travel. Enough agitation to keep you busy. Until the end. Or maybe the end has already come ? Maybe it’s just hopeless ? It always is in a way, isn’t it ? Don’t worry abour the end. Live in the present. Live in denial. You got it coming. You knew it right from the start. Now get back to reality.